At times, I do not understand what go thru their empty heads. Taking extra responsibilities when they cannot even handle the current situation. Yes it happened again. Early in the morning at 6 am. Luckily I am on afternoon shift today!! Very sian ah! Morning morning have to listen to some "sandiwara". U noe each time, you guys have a problem, I feel very uneasy. I feel like I am the one,carrying the burden! It's not even my fucking problem. My main concerns are my parents!
Yes, I agree a child is a gift but what's a gift if you people dun appreciate any of dem?! I feel sick and tired of the stupid excuses I have been listening for the past 4 years. My advice has always been turned to deaf ears.
For my past years, I have been working hard so that my parents live in peace. They are getting old. Why else am I sticking to a mentally tiring job when I get find somewhere less stressful!!
And now they have to pay for the pampers, the milk... bla bla bla. Things that parents should provide!!
They are not particular because they love their grandchildren. But dun u feel so lowly pathetic that someone else had to feed your children. I dun mind, pampering them. Shikin doesn't mind. Cik Yam doesn't mind. Even when there's no thank you! Or SHOW any appreciation!! Don't both of you have any pride?!
After learning the truth, I worried for you though a bit excited. How to give birth? whose medisave? where's the $$ to go checkup? And yes I keep worrying for you too. Maybe because I am much much much older than you that I feel & think this way. And though that cuckoo aka your worthless husband is much older, I assume his brain is left in Ibu's stomach at birth.
4 years, you think he can change, you are totally wrong, dude. Stop being in a fairytale!! I have been living with him for 26 years. To me this is just a cycle! His way of wanting sympathy and attention is sooooooo him!
From the bottom of my heart, I feel that you need new space, new air to breathe and a new life.
Not worth hanging on something that ain't gonna happen!
