never make regretful decisions

When I heard the news, I felt very very strange. It's like an old dry wound, opening up again. I knew I should have "sealed" before I got married. But by sealing it is to meet him once again. And I wouldn't want to do that... Not at the expense of secretly "betraying" my Ah Bee.

I was torn apart but finally I chose not to. And I thought I could just forget it. Hell No.. It seems that I have neither forgiven not forgotten. And for Heaven's sake , it has been 6 years. :S

There's one thing I regret actually. For 6 years till now, I just wondered why I have not done that. And I know if I have done this, I would quickly get over it like the rest.

I should have slapped his effing... face left... right at that moment when he gave me such craps.
I guessed I was not that strong enuff last tyme.

Maybe I should do now.. Will it be weird after years gone by? hmm...

All these unwanted worrying and thinking are making my tummy growling ley..

Okay Bah