Dinner wif my luvly

I had a heart-to-heart talk wif CT yestie over dinner. I pured out everything.. And I muz say.. It is something that I dun usually U noe... Maybe becos me and Siti has not been meeting up.. Well she was thinking of me.. and yes I was thinking of her too AND Long John Silver... Greeattt and eating out wif her means I will get to eat there.. Wakakakakaka...

So anyway.. I was all stressed up wif my life... And I noe I will feel much better if I talk to her.. Initially I thot feelings was a personal thing and so I bottled it up and what it have done to me.... I almost gonna admit myself in the mental hospital because of the stress I am facing...

From Family to Relationship to Working Life...

Goshhh As U get older, The more stress U are... So many reponsibilities and expectations...

After baring my heart and soul to my luvly, I should have take things easy... I should only
Do wat is expected...
Buy what is needed...
And yes about Love... Cliched "What is meant to be yours will be yours.."
STOP BEING PARANOID!!!

Yup yup I noe.. I noe.. I noe all this But i am this kind of person who knows but refuse to know, listen and do... Until someone gives, hit me with words that make me awake.. I want someone to tell me whether its right or wrong.. Geezz.. So pampered! And that is why I love my CT so muchie.. heh heh heh and Rizal .. that makes U at the same level as her...