PMS vibes????

U noe wat's biggest desire?? To go on a holiday... Not because juz becos people is going, so i wanna follow the trend.. NO! I have enuff stress @ work.. With all those rushings that I juz need to go on a great holiday to unwind myself.. I regret the last tyme I went to KL..

Thinking back again, I didn't go there to enjoy myself But to even stress myself even more like searching for stuff for myself or for people.. I mean I dun mind that but well I juz regret.. So this tyme round I wanna holiday that I dun need to get my or anybody's stuff...

I juz wanna make myself calm and enjoy the moment with the person I love...
But oh... I have to be patient .. he have plans But now is savings tyme... Well I am always waiting... Tell me a day where I was never waiting in my whole damn life...

Hmmm I juz can't think of...

Well I am being selfish.. I am the most selfish gal in the whole of the world...
Hmmm yah..

And YOU.. being the person to have to listen to my complains, insulted me.. Yes By asking me to find someone that is rich to keep up with my whines.. Oh for your info I dun need anyone to Supply me with money or goods. So if you are sincere, you would listen and give me the moral support and comforts that I want even if I can't get any. Oh my I feel so insulted. I feel sooo angry that i wanna strangle anyone that make unwanted remarks.

But then again... I'll juz be waiting, keep a fake smile on my face if that makes everyone happy.. Oh and i STOP whining because like duh everyone but me is perfect. And I will stop making remarks and I will rush to work and finish my work and assignment and not wasting time like surfin internet to make everyone but ME happy. I will live a mundane life.. Yup then THAT's make everyone happy...

Hmm I am sooo Angry!!!!! Angry of anyone and everyone!!!!!!!