Dear Baby,
I know you will be reading this.. And I will tell you how much I have loved you all these years and still falling again and again and again for you.
If I could turn back the tyme, I would surely turn back to the tyme and the place we met i.e Cisco Recall. Thanks to a dear fren that i was able to work there to earn , not only a salary but to earn a friendship with you. The bond that we had back then was unexpected. Never did I thought that you would be mine.
I knew you way back from the MIRC days.. You were known to me to be one bladi proud basket. At that tyme, you wouldn't smile back @ me. And of cos you didn't appeal to me that much.
Years later, we met again @ the memorable place. Though too many jerks and bitches for me to handle, you were there to share all happiness , whines, beatings and all those lame jokes.
We were so close yet so far. I was attracted to you because of that phone call. When I heard you talking to your nephew, with your tender and manja voice. So much different when you talk to me @ work. I fell in love but I shoved it away as I did not want to break the bond we had unnecessaruly. Then you admit U like "A" and "B". You admired them for some reasons.
And then I liked another colleague. You tried your best to make me not falling for him deeper. The way you show concern and care. But you never said you liked me. The only hint you gave me is when you frequenly said to me, when i asked which one of them you really like?"
And the answer you always gave to me..." AKo sayang A. Ako sayang B. Tapi Ako sayang kau lebih. And my reply would be as always," Can you not include me in whatever answer you are giving me. akkkHhhhh."
31.01.2004 @ 11.30pm.. You were supposed to go Malaysia but you didn't. You asked me out for a movie. I was tired and fell asleep. You called. And i declined the date. But 5 minutes later, thinking how poor thing you were to be alone, I tried to call you but the line was engaged. And you triend to call me too. For 10 minutes, we can't thru. And finally I told myself to make the last call and if it still disconnect, forget it. And God makes it happen. The line was connected.
And the date was on. we sat thru the movie, Ju-On 2. Grabbing your t-shirt every scenes in the movie, how can I forget that kental-ness that I showed.
Staying with you until 4 in the morning by your bike and talk and talk.
How can I forget the first tyme I hold your hand, all due to the bad, slippery floorings @ Peninsula and Funan .. Sheesh.. I dun understand why the floors @ City hall were all slippery... TSKKK.... :D
Baby, 2 years on.. We are still going on strong. People says the relationship is smooth sailing. But only God and Us noes how much efforts and sacrifices, it took, to make it work.
The way you love like no other....
The way you hold me.. Never letting me go..
The way you talk to me like a person..
The way you treat me like the world belongs to only me and you...
The way you goes with my way when I am cranky...
You may not be a gentleman-like... You may not the material-giving type... You may not show your love in a weird way...
But you show me your love by accepting who I Am.
Behind the fights, quarrels, tears lies the root of happiness and laughter.
And thats how our love grows stronger.
And today...
01.01.2006 marks our 2 years anniversary...
And If god willing, we will embark on a journey that we have been waiting for together.
Thanks for "sticking to me" all this while. I love you...