Boredom brought "dead" memories alive...

I can die of boredom. I was ditched tonyte.. Wohooo...

I did my hair. I watched my Korean movie. And i was ditch. Very the Interesting!

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In my confusion, I remembered what you said.
Every conversation, you will bring up the past.
Every conversation, you will never failed to apologize.
Now you regret and kept blaming yourself for letting me go.
How ironic.
I waited for you to come back for more than a year, but you never did.
I did everything to win you back.
I cried every night, thinking of you.
I swallowed my pride just to feel you.
I pushed away my ego just to see you.
But all you did and said..
"I am sorry.. I cannot be with you..."
And you pushed me away and left me behind.

He came and picked me up..
The one who shared my laffter..
The one who made me smile when I needed someone
The one who listens when I complained
The one who saw me through all these shits
The one who never once asked me to change
The one who never tired of hugs and kisses
The one.. The Future

You and Me.. so different.. Living in 2 different worlds..
I am not sure what I feel for you now
A mix of anger, relief, happy,nonchalant
But what I am definitely sure of...
I no longer loves you..
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