Let it be a secret... Shhhhhhhh

I heard a song & it reminds me so much of what I am going thru.... Still going thru the pain of being accused. Though it has been years, but the eyes are still watching me accusingly. I never want things to happen the way they did... Why they blame me.. Why not the other.. Tried very hard to be strong.. Am still trying to be...

No matter how much I act nonchalant, their words still hurts a lot...Swallowing everything alone while putting up an act of cuteness, happiness and braveness...

I know the truth. And the truth is painful....

And the way to let go of the pain...

By the droplets of water rolled down my cheeks...

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Anyway... I love this songggg sooooooOoooooOo much dat I kept playing re-back the song on my ipod.. and came home... still listening to it on the lappy....

Here's the lyrics...

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku
Membayangkan Pahit Manis Berlalu
Entah Siapa Yang Tahu
Mungkin Nanti Kau Jua Merasakan
Berdepan Dengan Kata Menyesakkan
Takkan Tugumu Kebal Tiada Pertimbangan

Keheningan Malam Membangunkan
Kepayahan Jiwa Meluahkan
Andai Kau Jujur Memahami
Tiadaku Menjauhi

Dan Kisahku Yang Masih Panjang
Menambahkan Berat Yang Memandang
Lantas Ku Pendam
Ku Putuskan
Biarlah Rahsia
Semakin Aku Hidup Dalam Cinta
Tiada Kuasa Mampu Menghalangnya
Hentikan Kata Kata
Bertulangkan Dusta


Aiyah... If the one who supposed to understand would understand..

The world would be a better place to live in...