No one have the say in my life except me and God

What do you feel if you have not seen ur love for like almost a week, and make plans to go out and spend time together, you dressed up nicely just to hear him say " You look nice" but no You dun get that, Okay never mind. Then you go out, just a few walks, 4 hours later he said he's tired. (READ: Let's go home). So you kept quiet. and he kept saying he was working and saving for YOU because YOU wanna get married SO MUCH. So again you kept quiet. Then he tried to make you feel better and asked whether you want to go to another place. And half heartedly & not wanting to make him MORE tired which of course would spoil your mood further, You said NO, let's go home. Until now, you dun feel satisfied. Because YOU think he doesn't understand and YOU dun wish to share. But then again, He's a no mind reader, so you have to tell him.

Right. Whatever.

By the way, guess who I saw just now... At the MRT... *drumroll, please*

The west side gal who I worked with at CISCO, who was super jealous that I was close to her EX boifren & her EX crush (i.e. my fiancee) who was super jealous that I speak better english than her, who was super jealous that she slammed her locker door in front of my face.. OoOooOOoOoOo scary!

Okay anyway I saw that scary woman. Okay Bee saw her ferst and told me to take a look. I think she saw us. Bee kept staring and as usual kept commenting. She was working as the CSO gal at the airport. And he was sOooOoooo interested that he sms-ed his good fren (the EX) and asked him whether he knew she was working there... And of course did some scooping. Bee said she seemed bigger and asked whether she is wearing a pregnancy dress (wad da) and I thot she was getting fairer but was told by the very particularly observant HIM, it was the make up. OooOooOooOOooOoO.

A KPOH, i called him. But he said that he was trying to find some juicy ingredients so that I can make an entry in my blog.. Gee.. How sweet! :P I wouldn't miss this chance to make a point to her! I have to be lovey-dovey and all touchy. Gawd I love it!!

So anyway, to AIN: Leh jadik best fren ah gini...takperlah aku restu. Maybe you can make a GREAT team (Si andartu, si kental tu & U). NICE.

kwa kwa kwa

Kidding.

Oh yesh : just one thing all the minahchis working at the airport: they ALL seem to have the same hairstyles! Really!
I know because I have one at home. *winks*

No offence intended, yaar.