I realised that I do have a super strong instincts. Sometime, it made a deep cut when this instinct is or was denied. But when the truth was wat ur instinct was, no matter how many days, months or years it took you to know it, the heart still felt it was cheated and it was unfair.
The truth should be told earlier, so that life can just renewed & things would be slightly different. Forgiveness is not what is impt now, it is to forget that matters.
It was just an immature mistake, a mistake with no turning back, no matter what the heart knows now.
Then again, it is no more important for me to reflect on "before 2006" except to wait for 2008 & start a whole new life with the best that Allah gave me.
On a lighter note...
I was 3 days late(all due to blogger's hanging on me)...to wish my darling Iqah...
It was all fun & wet at the Zoo.
Happy Belated Befday, Sayang... Love you so much...
The 2 Ah mengs behind, the right one is the mother, so I called her Mami, While the other one Sweety, see I have named them after my 2 dearest frens. SOOooooo sweet ryte.
Except that I have no idea whether Sweety is a male or female. Cannot touch, how to check..
kwa kwa kwa