Monday, March 19, 2007

I really dunno how to start this entry. Shockingly, I have nothing to say.
So unlike me. I can't stand it if my blog is not updated. For those who dun care, you shouldn't even have to start reading my blog, in the first place , riight. *winks*
To find inspiration, I have to blast the music on my laptop. I simply lurvee old skool malay song.
Ok. I forgot what the group name. Forget it.
Anyway I was recuperating at home today. Took urgent leave despite the huge mountain of works. I am really very tired as I am struggling with my work plus doing OT every Sunday.
It is taking a toll on myself. Guess what keeps me going is my faith, love & dreams.
My dream wedding. It is what keep me going.
Sorry if I am unable to spend time with you girlies esp.
$$ is depleting & I am looking ard for potential wedding items. I feel there's no one for me to fall back on. So I have to everything on my own. Like the bridal stuff... bla bla bla. I am really lost. My head is spinning. No idea what to start on first. I think I am worrying too much that I may irritate some people. Well, be in my shoes, then you know how it is like.
Another thingy.. I have been looking for inspirations to do my posters. Everything seems wrong. Whatever that is created seems so wrong. I really need to sit at my fave spot at work. I cannot do posters at home at all. There's nothing, coming from this empty brain of mine. My creativity seem to lost its way. Sheeesh! I tried to close my eyes in the afternoon, visualising the most creative poster.. NULL! Ended up snoring away! Tsk. Tsk.
I am recovering from my one week flu but my sister & nieces are suffering from it now.. Ooops!
I am very the applefresh. Can't wait to get back to work tmrw!
And I want to go to my body sculpting class tomorrow!!
Erm.. dis is a long entry. I take back my word.