No one have the say in my life except me and God

The more I looked at her, the more she reminded me of a fren who used to be a fren but maybe not me to her. We went on good until a misunderstanding came by & spoilt it all. And I listened too much to people I thot I can trust. But in the end. it all went well for both of them. And I lost. It made me lose faith in making new close friends. I am confused with whom I can trust.
I guess it's better this way. I keep away from everybody except the ones that I know & believe that they always have me in their heart!