No one have the say in my life except me and God

I had my experience of extreme hunger yesterday. I was super hungry that I cried. It was THAT bad. All because whatever I ate in the morning came out, right after it went in. WASTED. And I had my driving early in the morning before I go to work as I was on afternoon shift. And I forgot to bring my ka-ching. My ez link worked no more.

I was so hungry that I pestered my daddy to send me food. And he came after all but he was late., He came an hour after my dinner break. I almost die-ded in my seat in front of my PC. In my terrible ordeal, I was thinking of those people who hardly have food in front of them. ARghhh!! This is all because my financial planning wasn't that good this month (As if it ever was!!).
I had to restrain myself from self indulgence. I am feeling so dead.

I just can't wait for my July pay+ bonus + performance bonus.

Right now, I am grinning ear to ear. No not because of my bonus. Because somebody is getting a 5 month plus bonus lar! Now is the time to list down all the needs & wants. And of course, my wants list is usually long-er. hurhurhur.