a love-hate letter

To the one & only asshole..

Don't you feel that it is time to wake up from your deep sleep already? It has been 20 years and you are still a moron. You are always blaming other people for your fate. You think that all the people in this world owed you a life.
Truthfully, they don't. You are a brainless idiot who doesn't, why people do the way they do. If they love to compare you with other people, why did you take those words personally?!

People told me not to shoot my mouth off. But the sight of you makes me angry everytime. Where is your responsibility as a husband, a father, a brother & a son? Do you think that by beating people up, that is doing your responsibility. Like hello, that's not the way to earn respect. At least my respect.

Do you know that you parents love you very much. Too much that they let you do/did the things you want to do. They are afraid to hurt you because they do not want to lose you. But all you did in this life is to hurt them. Time and time again, you sacrifice their integrity & pride. But they still stood by you.

3 years, you hurt your wife. And ignoring those 2 children of yours like they don't matter. But they still stood by you. Don't you find it endearing when the 2 children that you often pushed away, still acknowledge you as "Papa"?

All this while, I was only allowed to watch from the sideline. I was barred from saying anything.

20 years... I certainly prayed for the only thing.

That you will fall. Fall hard enuff for you to realise.

And when that happens, let's hope that it will not be too late for you to repent.